Again

Young tries.

it was some time since i update.
i apologise.
i make this a quick one.
cuz i having a very bad headache now.
gng to bath soon. den mayb rest bah.
stil have a lot of tutorial haven do yet.
hais.
firstly. congrats andy. attached le.
well i wish e both of u everlasting and loving.
secondly.
not much has changed. and still here am i
figuring and wondering.
i lost myself in e process of thinking.
i cant feel myself no more.
i dun see myself no more.
i'm no more the joe i noe before.
wad happened to me?
all e fake reality smiles i have.
can someone take them off me?
thirdly.
common test is juz a few days time.
and i already struggling with ELtech and EG1.
MTprac oso. I dun have much prob with EGmech.
tats e gd news.
hais. study study.
Forth.
thans esther. for being der.
appreciates it. gd luck to u.
take cares of urself.
Fifth.
To you.
all i can do is apologise.
i dunno wad went wrong.
all i can sae is i ain myself no more.
i lost my confidence.
i lost my hope.
i lost everything tat i had once.
i jux hope u would guide me back.
Lastly.
still have lots to do, to revise.
i cant take it no more.
i'm falling apart. hais.
i wan some attention, some concern.
someone to love me. hais. wad eva.
i go rest le.

Young waves.