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Young

Heloo.
kinda free now alone at home.
so tot of jus updating my blog.
went around few to see wads happening.
to all my frens.
and memories jus gushed back into my mind.
how time flies.
and i'm turning 20.
i'm getting old.
looking back i was just 17, 18.
and now i'm past 19.
thinking how i've wasted my time all along.
did i do anything meaningful?
i wonder.
was suppose to catch a mid nite last nite.
since the afternoon one was cancelled.
due to unforseen circumstances.
but it was sun and jp dun have midnites.
sigh wad a waste.
listening to songs now.
and everyone of them brings back memories.
feeling very useless now.
i dunno why.
gng to get my ass out of the hse soon.
gonna buy some food back to do the dinner today.
yea. i'm gonna cook for my dad.
its gonna be simple but.
i hope he doesn't mind =x

alot is gng throu my mind.
i wanna get everything out.
i wanna forget everything.
i wanna be Joe again.
i wanna live my life one more.
i wanna see my mum.
i really miss her..
everything is so empty without her.
oh god.
getting emotional i see.
i guess i'll jus stop here.
take cares ev'yone