hey

Young writes.

listenin to "all messed up" by breaking point.
its very meaningful listenin to this song.
every word describes my feelings.
my tots. wad i wanna do.
and mayb a dream.
a dream i'll nv see happening.
i learnt some things abt myself.
i'm not as wad i see myself to be.
i tot i could do some things but
ending failing myself.
i took a bad fall. considering myself
to be on e edge once more.
guess i was jux lying to myself all e time.
mayb i would feel better this way.
i've tried escaping. but i end up in
square one again.
its over? will it be?
i so much hope for a miracle to happen.
but its jux like a fantasy story.
which mayb would nv happen at all.
considering myself fine?
am i?
i'm not mood to do anything at all..
i dunno why. i've always been lidat.
trying my best in everything tat i do
but end up failing myself. badly.
i'm alway telling myself dunno dunno.
mayb its time to noe. time to jux leave everything behind.
can i? will i be able to do it?
i'm always giving myself doubts. i dun wanna regret my actions.
i dun wanna think back to cry at nite.
i'm trying my best.
tats me. i'm dumb silly slow wat ever u can think of.
i feel like into depression. lols.
argh. anyway. i'll be fine eh.
mayb i jux nid to chill for awhile.
i'll get over stuff. hopfully. yea.
hope so lar. anyway. enuff of whinning.

Young Apologise.