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Young

hi guys.
updating somethings.
rest mayb jus keep it away.
my fav cous is back.
the long awaited enjoyment.
went to his hse (my aunts place)
had dinner over there.
den drank jack wit coke.
and drambuie?
it smells like pepper.
taste sweet and quite strong.
had it on the rock.
it was nicceee.
=x

not been slpin well.
cant realli slp.
everyone around me seems to get.
moody easily.
wads up wif everything?
mayb i shld slow down my pace.
take a good look around.
see wad i'm missing.
figure out wad i realli am thinking.
and mayb wad is wrong wif me also.
somewhere somehow i dont noe.
dun noe wads happening to me no more.
i guess i dun even noe myself anymore.

had a few nites of fun.
still enjoying the company of the gang.
pat miao cal.
usual stuff we do.
chatting and drinking.
but this time was red wine.
alittle bit of classic.
=x
we tried for fun.
drinking red wine.
its was nice bah.
but not realli enuff to get drunk.
everyone had a rough ride recently.
and guess frens do help alot.

i wish tat apologies could help.
will hate help?
if it does will u hate me.
guess e onli thing i can say is sori.
mayb i jus needed some time.
to thinking abt everything.
i realli didnt mean to.
will saying so much help?
i know i've hurt u.
mayb nuttin will help.
it actually hurts as much.
but its something i have to sort out.
cuz it will be unfair for u too.
and i dun wann tat.
dun wann it to b unfair for u.
cuz u done ur part.
been around for me.
when i needed someone.
thank you n sori.
its abit contridicting.
well.
mayb time can tell me everything.
if u found someone else.
i'll give u my blessing.
in e mean time.
mayb i shld jus stay single.
think abt wad i realli wan.
again sori.

Young