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Young

can anyone hear me say?
i guess i was not the onli one whos feeling down.
i was selfish.
and now i'm useless..
i didnt noe i fail as a son.
my world seems to come crushing
and everythings falling.
for the first time
i saw my dad throwing temper.
and i jumped off from my bed.
got a shock waking up.
i realised if i wake up having shock i'll have a headache.
for the first time dad complained.
i realised how much i fail in everything.
can anyone understand my feelings?
how i wish mum was around.
yea
Joe onli noes how to complaint.
sometimes i wonder how bad can thing go.
tired..
i'm feeling realli tired..