Monday, October 16, 2006

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Young

went mos last nite. erm quite fun bah. was kinda high. but not drunk lar. after the whole thing i think a fight broke out at MOS. an ambulance a few police car. lols.. hmmm. went back home slp. til afternoon. ok lar. not much happening oso.. tml sch @ 8 damn sian loh haish. went for a movie with both my cous. xiao bai and hui. Watched departed. Eng ver of Wu Jian Dao ( Internal Affairs) damn stupid show man.. waste my freaking time siak. in the end all died happily ever after.. -___- its the same as internal affairs lor.. zzzz stupid show siak.. den after tat went my cous place cuz he nid to go pack bag ready for later book in.. haa. den later went over to bb to have our dinner with the adults der.. den came home now mayb shld go slp liao. haish. oso dunno wad to do. so boring. and tml haish. sian more.. i look around and see so much ppl unhappy. i oso dunno wad shld i feel.. i understand everything tat is happening and see a very clear picture. but taking actions is hard. haish. understooded.. boring. tat is wad JOE is feeling now. lols. since when its not boring for JOE. Andy always says tat. since when u not boring one. lOls. yea. since when i'm not boring de.. lOls. ahhh. dunno lar.. siann ahhh.. so much things happening around.
TIME i guess i nid some time
KINDA feel tat i dunno wad to do no more.
WANNA jus kill myself.
LOLS. ahhhh. damn. everybody wanna kill themself. lols. haish think i shld jus let go of everything now and think of my future. mayb i shld jus keep myself occupied in studies and games. and not care abt anything else. i wondering if i can do it. or will i be jus lying to myself in the end. where is my deception point. haish. i wonder*

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