would

Young


sori for not updating.
been lazy and busy =D


skating seems to be my life now.
so passionate. i'm thinking when will it die off..
had urban last sat ECP and bedok skate park.
i swear i enjoyed my stay in the skate park.
its so big man.. love that place.


CT is like 1 week away.
i'm trying to get myself into intensive studying.
haa.. shits loads of things to revise.
ahhhhhhh.. can i quit sch? lols




how shld i start ?
where shld i go lookin..

i'm still looking for an answer..

would there be urban this thurs?
skating takes my mind off things.

and i've never enjoyed skating this much.
Ramps ramps and more ramps please.
Nid to perferct my slides..


many of the unspoken.
so many ifs and wish

reality i live
fantasy i'm in. =)

..

Young


jus woke up. still kinda feeling tired.


i'll trying to push myself to study.
and common test is like jus 3 weeks away.







i'm still looking for an answer.

somethings i still dun understand why.



still kinda in confusion.

got something imp later. and after tat is meeting the
skate club. we're having urban tonight. yeah.

guess i've missed out some fun now.
cuz they shld be in town now..
ahhhhh. but oh well..

joining them in the evening..
lets have some fun..
and shld have woke up ealier to go acer.
but guess i could wake up.

ahh.


To Thinnkk and Changgee.

smack

Young


apologise..



i've jus not been myself.






i'm trying learning..





i cant promise i'll change. but i'll jus try my best.
to even make a little change.



jus feeling despair.

when u noe too much.





i really wonder where and how shld i start.





still feeling lost.






trying to pick up.

shits

shits happen again and again.
i'm feeling realli emo today.
went to see the doc and my mc and med.
went for fcuked up skating session.
came back nagged by dad again and again.
he was like practically grilling me..
i'm realli feel damn hot now..
i realli dunno why am i feel so much stress and anger inside.
i use to control my temper and emotions
but i was so pissed when talking to him..
sometimes i jus wished he would understand me more.
we seriously lack of communications.
and i realli dunno how to communicate with him.
i'm feeling realli damn lost now..
personal stuffs and family issues is driving me insane.
i can't coup with everything tats happening now..
i'm experiencing too many changes in my life..
i feel so damn pathetic..

.

Young

back.. due to my stupid faulty lappy.
i cant seem to enter blogger.
so now using kim's lappy..
been a long and tiring day at sch.
feeling damn tired.



guess we'll be having urban this sun.
and i'll be looking forward for it..
been skating when i'm free..
so i'm like full of injuries.
lols.. =x



hmmm..
i oso dunno wad to say le.
suddenly lost of words.. lols..
trying to get my studying mood back.
CA is like jus 1 mth away..
and i'm still in holis mood..
i cant seem to do anything well..
=(

Young.

jus back from skating session in sch with e groups.
a small group around 20-30 ppl
but it was a fun day..
never enjoyed skating this much.
a few falls and slides back aching..
laughs*
now i'm looking forward to urban skating.
i think its more fun with groups of ppl skating outside..
tried a few slopes jus now while making our way to
bukit timah food court.
and there was a 2 level stair way.
so a few of us tried skating down e slope.
and i almost fell off the slope.
cuz my leg kinda went off..
my t brake slide off..
lost my balance. but oh well.
managed to pull myself back
and stop the fall..
but still i landed on e ground with my hands to break e fall..
it was one hell of an exprience.
lOls..
but it was fun lar..
first time dare devil..
shld try more of it..
=X


anyways.
looking forward to the thur training
and more of urban skating to come..
it'll be fun!!


and.
guess i shld slp early tonight.
damn beat after whole afternoon and evening of skating.
=))

adios everyone.