alrighty.
now having MIIT lab.
and the lecturer is not here.
zz. he wan us to do the proj ourselves.
tired.
feel liks slping. lols..

was teaching at senja last nite.
and he was there.
haa.. been awhile since i saw him.
he's a cute boi.
still wanna cling on me
while i was teaching skate.
lols. i think he's the cutest kid at the court.
=D
and before he went home.
he gave me a big hug.
lOls.
cfm touch.

now think do abit of the proj
den go home.
rest awhile.
and cont my fyp review for tml.
sigh~
hopefully review is on fri.
so tml will have time to do abit.
bored bored.

Young

ahh.. so i think its time to relink my blog.
so yea.
it took awhile.
rite now searching for the mood to do my proj and hw.
but simply jus cant find it.
sigh.~
anyway..
sometimes u think u could jus forget.
but subconsciously u didnt.
ahh.

its been hard to slp at nites.
and hard waking early in the morning.
but i hav to push myself to sch.

i guess rite now.
theres onli one thing in mind.
hoping tat i dun screw up anything.
i jus hope 5 yrs would pass by quick.
its gonna be hard.
but i hav to try my best.

memories might be sweet.
but it cant be compared to reality.
in reality u hope.
but in memories u hav.
everyone tend to live in their world.
hoping never to wake up.
i too in times seek refuge in my dreams.
reluctant to wake up
face reality.
but now i hav to wake up.
face the world once more.
i'm still confused.
but hello world.
My name is Joe.
And nice to meet u.

i was selfish and i only tot of myself.

been rather busy these few days.
too many stuff to do.
proj hw review.
and i hav to rush them today.

not been thinking alot
i guess after awhile ppl calm down
they tend to take it easier.
haa..
oh well.
now i'm jus relax awhile.
do wad i'm suppose to do..
hope it jus get better.
too much things for me to do
den jus worry.
i jus wanna do everything right.
dun wanna screw up once again.

5years down the road.
i'm so unsure of this 5yrs.
its all my fault.

i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou
i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou
i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou
i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou
i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou i missyou

i'm all abt missing you

jus got back home.
now haf to leave for sentosa again.
they meeting at 10.
and its like 740 now.
shld i go?
finish chionging zenearth designs for their meeting today.
hopefully they get the deal.
tired.
its been 4 days without good slp.
everday slpin for less den 4hrs.
today worst.

was in a bad mood this last whole day.
dunno why.
jus feeling so lousy the whole day.
guess i din hav enuff slp bah.
dats why.

someone says.
keepin a diary help build good character.
lols.. true?

i jus missyou so much.
if only u noe.
tat i do.

so here am i still awake.
guess i jus needed some place for me
to vent my frustrations and whine abit.
so i'm still unable to fall aslp.
everything kept going round my head.
thou i feel tired i jus couldnt bring myself to slp.
i'm so afraid of waking up.
thinking that everything was jus a dream.
i'm missing her.
thinking of her.
from knowing her.
till falling in love with her.
and being with her.
ending losing her.
it was jus like a dream waking up
and today like nothing ever happened before.
wad is this that i'm feeling.
i so unsure of everything.
thou i kept telling myself so
i couldnt bring myself to do it.
i couldnt bring myself to let go.
and there's nothing i could do
but watch everything go wrong.
watch everything fall apart.
yesh. i'm joe.
hello world.

so busy with projs and work.
sigh~
program program and more programming.
its driving me nuts.
and i hav to face this sat.
sigh x2.
i dunno wad to say.
i jus want it to end simple
hope nuttin goes wrong.



my mind is telling me tat i'm tired.
but somehow my body jus doesnt want to react.
i'll be fine.
jus want to shout out my unhappiness here.
where no people can see.
and i dun have to disturb anyone with my unhappiness.
shouts!

故事的结局走不出泪影
我只能静静的
风吹熄那些曾经
转过身我永远泪聆听
心该这么学会去适应
那些美丽的安静
我也收起所有心情
却总是忍不住放弃
我能忘记时间
忘记你
却忘不了我们有过的回忆
如果相爱是一种痛
就让痛变成爱
爱你不是理所当然的决定
是和你分享的过程
所以越来越爱你
故事一到了结局
这么去收拾这心情
最美的爱情记忆再续

i got myself a new link.
and probably few will hav.
or none.
i tot abt tis for quite awhile before i decided to change.
i'm keepin the skin.
cuz all i'm left with are memories.
memories i cant take off my mind abt.
i miss u.
for the past wk i've been missing u.
so much tat i could say or write down.
cuz i had to pretend i'm fine.
telling everyone dat i'm fine when i'm not.
and it sux real bad.
i miss u so much i couldn slp nor felt like eating.
i dunno why.
u jus come into my mind so easily.
i'm telling myself not to think abt you
dun msg u.
i'm learning to let go.
but so much i yearn for ur return.
if only you noe.
but wad could u hav done.?
i dun wanna make ur life so miserable again.
i can see u're feeling much better much happier.
guess its time for me to let go.
jus let me suffer alone.
beats the 2 of us suffering..
i jus dunno wad to do no more.
so much i yearn to see u.
but each time i couldnt bring myself to see u.
i'm afraid i might not be able to bring myself to leave.

its killing me.
so much..
it hurts.
its jus another broken memories tats left in my mind.
i tot if would be different.
i was havin so much hope.
but it ended i had to fail.
yea.
Joe's all messed up once more.


bad day bad wk bad me.
FUCKme!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN

we had a small surprise for him.
pics are with jesper.
skate performance was cancel due to the rain.
i din went sch for 2 days le.
jus cant bring myself to go.
works are like piled up.
i hav to find my mood to do
i feel like closing down this blog le.
dun realli feel like bloggin
dun feel like doing anything

jus woke up.

I use to look forward to weekend.

mayb i shld go back to slp.

skate performace tml.

Young

Hello.
I tot a pic might brighten this post.
Not been in e mood for blogging.
Oh well, internal penal review was over on fri.
This leaves e actual penal review next week.
Hopefully nothing goes wrong.
MIIT proj2 due on end of this month.
And i haven start yet.
Dun really feel like doing.
Debarment period is over.
Means no nid go sch liao. =D
lols.
Its 354 now.
And i cant slp.
Guess i've never slept for more than 5hrs each day.
And i'm wondering wad to do for tml.
Shld i jus rot at home and die or go out.
But i dun feel like gng out too.
lols.

a lot is going throu my mind now.
i'm trying to go into deep thoughts.
wondering what to do.
i'm not regretting.
Cuz if i knew this would happen.
I would still went on in the first place.
I said my words.
I meant those words.
Anytime anywhere if you ever.
I'll be der.


I was feeling happy this morning.
I thought i would never.

jus random.

心里有千言万语想说给你听
imiss_ ;
always here never gone.

whats left is pieces of broken memories.
guess i'll b packed with projs this few wks.
so i won b updating much.
yea.
watched 10 promises to my dog
4.5/5 stars.
i oso dunno wad to say le.
mayb i'll jus take an afternoon nap.
ciaos

下一个天亮

用起伏的背影 挡住哭泣的心
有些故事 不必说给 每个人听
许多眼睛 看的太浅太近
错过我没被看见 那个自己

用简单的言语 解开超载的心
有些情绪 是该说给 懂的人听
你的热泪 比我激动怜惜
我发誓要更努力 更有勇气

等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂

等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光

用简单的言语 解开超载的心
有些情绪 是该说给 懂的人听
你的热泪 比我激动怜惜
我发誓要更努力 更有勇气

等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂

等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光

时间可以磨去我的棱角
有些坚持却永远磨不掉
请容许我 小小的骄傲
因为有你这样的依靠

等下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂
等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光

there's fireworks at suntec today.
i wished u could be there to watch with me.

it feels like waking up from a long dream.
and it hurts real deep.

bad day for work
bad start for morning
bad me

its jus a bad dream.

loves

♥♥♥

I love the way you look at me
The way you hold my arms

The way you lie on my shoulders

How you say "I love you"

When you smile at me
And shy-ly say "Don't want"

Its not how much i say

But how much you've shown me over the days

I want you to know
No matter what happens
Rain or shine

I want to stand here next to you

Hold your hand and walk you through

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

3 words

Young









jus sent dar home.
write write abit.
so gf.
guai guai listen okie :D
haa.
today she pei me in the afternoon.
had dinner den send her back.
tired.
think i'm turning in soon.

Sat.
Went ecp fetch dar from work.
after dat had supper wit the usual gang.
everyone in NS le hor.
and calvin looks fitter now.
lols.
power of commando.

She's adorable
My sweet love
Bully me at times
But i still love her x)

Young


its sat morning.
jus woke up.
went senja last nite.
chief instructor siak.
cuz rudy sprain his leg.
so he pass to me.
for one day only lar.
but it was nice =x
went chilling session after walking baby home.
vin guan bai.
lots of fighting.
lols.

as the feelings get stronger.
i'm missing u right now.
no words to describe.
wondering if u feel the same.
我愿意用我一生
换你幸福一生
我愿意用我一生
换你快乐一生
我愿意用我一生
爱你这一生

boohoo

Young

Eileen's birthday.

Now in fyp room.
Kinda bored.
So update first.
Nuttin much for these few days.
Yesterday suppose go sing.
But no ppl wanna go.
Ending going home.
And throu fate.
I met dar at BPP.
Without meeting first.
I jus suddenly saw her.
lols.
Loves~
And she says she's stupid.
Tsk.
Anyway it came more like a shock den surprise.
Still u smiled.
(:

think later i'm not skating.
cuz i din bring my skates.
no feel.
haa.
soon soon.

love you dear.
misses.

Labels:u're not stupid. jus adorable.

aint she cute =x