fcuk.

Young

touch me and i'll slap u.
Joe is not in a very good mood.
dun u come disturb him. =)
boring day as usual.
and probs wanna all come today lo
arghh.. angry.
haa..
stupid eg2 quiz.
haish. bored.
Joe is real bored AGAIN.
ahhh..
tml sch wanna be bored again times ten.


and i saw smth realli funny and cute today.
ahhhahahah..
i realli cant believe my eyes wad i'm seeing.. =x
muahahahaha..

Young.

Young

having compro lesson now.
was late for sch cuz i overslept.
worst traffic jam when makin way to sch.
haish.

bored.
its gettin longer and longer.
damn compro.

din attend AEL and EG2.
i tot today 2 lesson of EG2. haish.
forget it.

i dunno wad to say.
nvm bah.
some road i shldnt have chose to take.
why make myself so miserable.
hoping for a better day ahead.

Joe jus wanna be alone for awhile.
Jus dun care abt him.
Let him be as it.

Ahem.

Young

lonely Joe.
Aunt hse in e morning. had slight lunch.

went over vivo to catch happy feet. but guess it was too pack.
went over ps instead.
very nice show. realli funny. and touchin.



got home now. feeling slight hunger.
but i dunno whether shld i eat. =x

tml morning lesson. SW. beginning to like flag football cuz its match time.

den i dunno wad to do tml cuz lesson ending at 12.







living a life tat u shld only hearts urself
a lonely path that you walk alone.
will you ever hold my hand till e day u leave me?

ahaa.

Young.

Watched Over the hedge last nite. DVD.


nuttin much today. rained cats n dogs.
had dinner.

went over to the xin tua today.

got bark by MANY MANY dogs. arghh. sweating. scary.




okie lar. jus gt home. and gng over to aunt hse tml to bai bai.
ahaaa. hen hao. turning in soon i guess.

bad.

Young

bad day

dun provoke me

realli pissed off during eg2 lecture.

and i hate the freaking lecturer. morning already bad mood le wanna piss e whole class off somemore. arghh. i wanted to walk out of the room le but he freakin dun wanna take the attendance. if he took it at the start of class i wouldnt be there already.

Lecturer: I've never taught such a class before. It must be because of your secondary school. Your parents never teach you all ah.

Wanna play parents siak. mother fucker. arghh. pissing mi off totally in class..




gng for dinner soon. hungry.


bad boi Joe
i hate my life.
just leave me alone.

me.

Young

Mood : Beyond redemption

Mind : Beyond empty

Stomach : abit hungry

realli not in the mood now. its totally moodless. dun ask me wad happened. haish. i dun feel like slpin now but my i'm tired. guess i shld realli force myself to slp later. had compro test this morning. and guess wad. i went to the wrong class and i had to make my way to blk 46 i had to freaking walk all the way in from blk 6 to 46. haish. sian. why so noob siak.

later on was EEPS test. again. another test haish. think i'm gonna fail for EEPS. sianned.

i dunno wad to say now..
anyone tell me?

hopeless

sadded
why shld i even feel this way. haish.

nvm bah forget it. take it as i've never wanted anything. nuttin will be mine.

Joe will always be bad.

I'm a bad boi.

move on.

Young

update update. skipped sch today.. =x too bored le bah.. hehe.. usual gang skipped with me. =x hehe DSB self proclaimed holiday.. laughs* dota a few round till afternoon and everyone had a laughin gd time. haa. den met up wit sky. been so long since i last saw her. had a great time catchin up.. laughs* rmb to call kor. haa. gang went for pool den later ljs cuz charles hungry. and i think i have had my dinner.. LOLs. had food around 4plus timing like 不三不四. lols den now think feeling abit hungry liao. since i rmb i haven had my dinner. lols. lazy cook oso.. ahhh.

ANYone wanna cook for JOE?

ahhh.. lols. enuff. lets forget i haven had my dinner.. tml whole day test.. haish. first lesson compro test. tat one confident liao nvm. afternoon eepro. haish tat one not much confidence but tml lesson until 2.. muahaha. swt instead of the usual 5.. yesh. haa

but dunno wad to do tml.. sian again.. hehe.. lets think of something.

ANYone wanna date JOE?

lols. lets think of smth to do tml. hmmm.. shld i do revision? lols catch up abit. and talking abt catching up. i got SELECTED for extra lesson for EG2.. ahhh. SELECTED.. ahhh.. stupid extra lesson from 5-7.. ahhhhhhh someone please KILL me. if e lecturer is my tutorial lecturer i'm gonna kill him.. tsk* i hate him to e core. such a foul temper he has. throw my paper on the table when i reach my hand to take it. WTF. i was damn piss. i hate him. =x nvm forget abt him. make me piss onli.. argh. hen hao.

long entry.. hehe. still i feel sian once again. sian is like nv out of my dictionary. damn. hee. =x hao ba think mayb jus stop here.

Nytes everyone.....

Cherrios.

Young.

Haish~a

What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now
and then and just let 'em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain
of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile
when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed,livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away throw the words
that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do

z.

Young

bad day for joe. almost late. but lucky on time. but coach nagged today and. haa.. everyone gt a hell of a scolding. but alright its getting more fun bah for SW. mayb cuz we startin to play match instead of boring trainings.　and u noe wad?

JOE GOT JACKED TODAY. AHHHHH..

and it hurts. okie..

haa.. man. it sux. i got a cut of my left lower lips.

screw the guy for jacked me. cb.. haa. i got the ball turned and nxt time my face hurts.

arghhs. i din even had time to react. now my lip hurts.. sniff.



anyone wanna care for JOE?
lols.



siann. tml haish.. i'm sick of sch. =x haa. sian man... lols. i jus lookin forward for the ubin trip. haa. no more sentosa lar. getting boring already.. =x
let do smthin else.. lols. cats was as boring today. but who cares me and my group had fun. lols. i think i'm gng off to bed soon. tired after a whole day out having fun. =x and JUN HAN lao da has a blog. i didnt noe. lols. C=



turning in to lala land. cherrios..

y.

Young

(Key To My Heart.)
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

Haa. saw kenny's blog and went to try it out. and wala.. Key to my heart. LOLS. yeah. its kinda true.. jus gt back home not long from dinner. yummy. had sharkfin.. hehe.. nice.. now w8tin for the gang to online for a dota session den go slp.. so update abit lor.. something kinda change my mind for last nite. mayb its fate bah. and it brought me here to him and got enlighted. thou there are still doubts but i guess it meant me well.. another boring day. and projects and test are all coming up. but i'm still like slacking.. still not in the mood for anything.. hehe..

another boring week has past and another boring week will come. ahhh.. siann.. laughs* K session anyone? i feel like singing K.. wanna join me? hehe.. SW again tml. ahhh.. sian man. and i haven realli complete my assisgment for tml. think later finish it up.. lets game awhile.. hehe.. i jus hope that everything turns out well for me. i jus feel kinda tired. tired for everything. can someone brighten up the day for me?

Cherrios

x.

Young

alrights wanted to blog last nite but guess i was too tired.. sch recently has made me feel damn fcuked up. esp eg2 tutorial lesson. farking lecturer.. givin out test paper not happy dun give lar.. call my name le reach out wanna take e paper he go throw on e table.. he THROW on the table. cb.. i was damn piss. everything rule says rule says leader says leader says knn they ask u farking ditch ur wife go and die u wan anot. farking no brain. arghs. speak of him and makes my blood boils. other den tat alrights lar.. dog in class is funny. kenna aim in Ael lesson.. laughs* everyone sit beside him oso kenna.. =x opps.. laughs* funny lar.. and today compro lesson. some lecturer was using master control from dunno where controlling the desktop and jun han and charles kept holding the shift button clickin here and der disturbing e dunno who using.. laughs* everyone laugh until mad. like so freaking funny in class today.. EEPRO lesson oso quite boring.. haish all the circuitin and wiring.. ahh. nxt week test haish.. compro oso nxt week test. i think i have to start dng my compro assignments and project liao.. hehe.. ok lar.. nuttin much le oso.. cherrios. kinda tired turning in soon.. C=

Hurt so bad
哭了　才发现自已真的受伤了
你曾经对我说　你永远是我的
為了愛情我把自己的幸福都忘了
你快樂 我就快樂

也許 是我們彼此都太年輕了
總是特別容易 沉溺在愛情裡
每當我再次看到身邊美麗的花火
你已離開我 我還是想對你說

Baby I love you so much 你走了我的心在淌血
Baby you hurt me so bad 想要你回到我的世界
Baby I love u so much 你給我的諾言已經瓦解
Baby you hurt me so bad
只要我們都愛著無論多苦都值得 說好的你怎麼忘記了

（use unicode to view chinese char. C= )

x.

Goodbye

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
And I can't live a life anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but good-bye

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure i'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
And I can't live a life anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but good-bye

w.

Young.

Joe wanna get emo times ten. haa. BEACH was fun. PPL emoed over der.. lols.. alrights lar. Sunny clear blue skies. Beach Volleyball.. and vivo city. was a real tiring day and sun burned. -__- ahh. pain. anybody wanna give me a light massage? lols. shld i be gng for my SW lesson now but i think nvm lar. jus late lor. i dun think i wanna join in later training later. whole body aching. go der report sick. hehe.. but still gt CATS later. haish. boring boring. luckily everything ending at 12. haish..

humans are so 不只足。　哈哈。　当失去了才知道后悔，　它的重要。　世上只有妈妈好，　有妈的孩子相个宝。　珍惜眼前事，　眼前人。　哈哈。　went to mandai on sat afternoon. and tears dropped. i dunno why. when i saw her photo it jus dropped. aunt was oso crying der. tried holding back my tears but it still dripped. i'm fine but jus missing her real lots. this hse doesnt seem like a hse without her. i miss everything abt her. her cooking her naggin gng out with her shopping her smile. i miss her real much.. she was someone very nice and why god has to take her away so soon.. i haven get the chance to be filial to her bring her out for dinner on mother's day buy her gifts she likes or even let see her grand children. i have alot i wanna tell her i wanna talk to her.. tears* misses* everything.. haish..

v.

Young

been awhile again. alrights i'm back to write again. but i oso dunno wad to say. DSB creates blog.. LOLs. went MOS last nite.. and haish. sad.. dun wanna talk abt it.. SENTOSA today.. lols. its 1am so ITS SUNDAY.. lols. hope it'll be fun. SCH is boring as usual. STUPID LECTURERS and MODULES.. haishh.. MON is SW again.. ARGHS. how i hope i dun have to ATTEND SW and CATS. realli stupid.. haishh.. lols. tired tired. mayb i slp soon. nuttin much to update oso i guess.. my life is as boring as usual.. anyone wanna entertain JOE.? lols. cherrios..

u.

Young.

have been mia for quite some time. dun realli wanna like update everything.. cuz recently too much have happened be it happy or sad.. but i had lots of fun for the past week. more happiness den sadness.. jus got home. now dun realli have anything to do. went to see JEAN'S blog and i see my name. TOUCHED! okie.. haa. thank u for the compliment.. lols.. listening to songs den updating and i dun realli noe wad shld i blog. haa.. went for a few movies this wk, k-box, and having steamboat with the gangs. haa.. alrights lar.. fun fun and fun lor.. tml having lesson @ 8 and its like haish.. i dun wanna go for SW.. arghhs. i guess i'll jus leave out the dissappointing parts. i dunno wad to say abt them oso. haish.. anyway. i think nuttin much oso le hor.. i guess its time for me to do some hw le.. haa.. charrio..