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Young

After popular demand by someone
i think i'm free to update.. lOls.
was a tiring day. haa..

last sun was sentosa day.
was kinda boring at first.
cuz of the amount of ppl who went.
egg, patrick, vin, xandra, leo, my bro.
kinda like sad number lar.
cuz it was suppose to be pat's IS project.
and in the end his group mates ps him.
duh~ oh well.
volleyball day for us.
whole day volleyball with other ppl.
egg and pat made new friends with other group.
( with loads of gals. ) lOLs.
tiring day oso..

well i guess there was also nothing much abt this week.
oh yar.
mon was singing session at chevrons.
alrights lar.. actually there also quite cheap.
this time was a bigger group..
guan, leo, pat, vin, ying, wen, bro, xiong, egg..
think dats all. =x


also nuttin much i guess.
this few days will be rather busy.
won be going for skate tml..
hee..

guess thats all bah..
i'm tired too..
muz turn in early le..

facts

Young.

b logging is as usual.
i still have my bad and gd times.
somewhere how i feel like a complete failure.
am i escaping from reality or i'm jus completely dumb.
dun ask me why or how.
shld i noe myself best.
but sometimes i jus dunno myself.
am i really cut out for certain things.
why do i always fcuk things up.
wondering where did everything go.
its kinda realli big step.
a very big step i have to take.
since when i've become lidis.
getting so uptight and afraid.
afraid everything might go wrong.
why do i always learn n make the same mistakes.
somewhere i jus wanna vent all the doubts abt myself.
i cant blame anyone but myself.
things tat i did myself.
i dunno how to say.
learn learn and learn.
shld it be tat learning and making the same mistake.
but why am i dng so.
i wanna change.
i'm trying to change for the better.
i dunno how far can i go.
how far can i reach.
i wonder wad mistake can i do again.
i dun wanna let ppl around me feel so disappointed.
but again and again.
i let them feel so disappointed.
learn learning learnt.
how far have i gone.

i jus hope i dun make the same mistakes again.
i'm not blaming anyone.
jus wanna let myself out.
start thinking bout dng the right things.
saying the right thing.
making the right choice.
somehow my mind is in a mess now.
thinkk straight bah.
guess tats all i wanna say now.

boo

Young

alrighty alrighty
hmmm.. oso dunno wad to blog abt..
yea. last fri went bot' up with the gangs.
had so much fun. hee.
hmmm..
haa. the urban tee is up.
and i'm so happy that the respond is so good.
muahahaha..

hee.. today woke up late.
seriously late for TP tut.
so no choice had to go take an MC.
=x
den tml morning got EM3tut and gng to get
warning for debar. sigh..
dunno wad to do..

man.. i'm feeling so bored..
tired oso..
hmm.. dunno wad to say le..
guess i'll jus stop here lor.
tml 9am lesson.
dun think i wanna late or anything.