t1.

this were the pics i took. i updated last nite but something wrong with e server.. haa. so posting them now.. its not realli clear for the kites but the glowing dots (if u can see) are the kites.. =x

t.

Young

i had lots of fun today. went arena with beatrice and guan. watch the mini car racing.. den the kite flying without strings.. lols. www.goflykite.com its damn cool man.. e best thing u can ever see at nite.. lols.. the kite flys without string and can manouver at all angles and degrees. with led lights fills the sky with wonderful colours.. sweet.. one basic package come at 610 with the led included and some other items.. damn cool. and if u add another 2k it comes with a laser to shoot from the kite.. cool rite.. ( jus kidding.. not starwars.. ) =x lols. but its damn cool lar.. i'm planning to get one.. gonna save up for the kite.. yeah~ =x hopefully i can buy one.. hee.. den before tat watched the mini car race.. nice oso.. one car comes at 199 - 399.. u can mod the engine and everything and their pick up can win a real car.. lols. its damn fast oso when u full mod a car.. lols.. mayb i'll get one of those too.. haa.. today was a very nice day.. hee.

den for the past few days nuttin much lor. sch as boring as usual. i still haven finish up my part for my project. have to do them tml.. lols. had mahjong on fri with the starting gang. when we first gave up pool for a session of mahjong. andy, gab, jun wei.. haa.. and i lost 26.. haish. bad luck dat day.. haa.. after tat nuttin le lor.. not much happen oso. now i'm gonna upload e pic on e blog. the pics are quite dark cuz no lighting and my flash not strong enuff.. lols.. but roughly can see lar.. all e led lights in the dark sky.. =x and some of the mini car.. ( w8. something is wrong. lols. i'll have to skip the photos for now. will try to upload them again.. )

s.

Young

was kinda lazy to update for the past few days. it seems that for the past few days things went pretty ugly. some realli unhappi stuff happened. not gonna talk more abt it.. jus skipped my first lesson eg2. and its the third time for the 2wks. haa. haish. realli tired now and i dun feel like gng for any of the coming lessons.. ahhh. realli tired and boring. haish. ah.. feeling realli tired now and i wanna slp already.. after sch and i'm gonna head straight home and slp till nxt morning.. haish.. BORED..

r.

Young

jus had my supper and is 434am now. lols. dun realli feel like slpin but think rest awhile first den i'll be off to lala land. having breakfast with my aunt tml morning den go queensway for shopping.. lols.. yeah~ kinda boring lehz. haa. looking at the tv with some quite stupid show on. but too bad nuttin to watch le. no choice. hee.. mon SW again. FLAG FOOTBALL.. -___- haish. dunno wad e fark is tat.. Shld have went for volleyball instead.. haish. ahhh.. feeling very full now.. but my mind is occupied with something else. something i couldn get it off for a long time. haha.. shhh.. i shall say nuttin more.. =x lols. yawns.. =P ahhh..

记得－张惠妹

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

q.

Young

didnt blog for the past few days. didnt realli feel like blogging actually. not much happened recently. yesterday was mei yi's birthday. Happy Birthday to ya. lols. Tony, vin, kim, pat, miao, beat, jamie me. Watched DeathNote had dinner. so on and so on. lols. sch this wk is boring as usual. i dunno. haish. so many modules but luckily onli a few common test and exams. i think gt only 2 pprs for written exam.. hee.. but AEL and EG2 haish. stupid. finally having my weekends and i will get to slp til afternoon.. lols. everyday wake up 8 10 8 10. so sian. haish. so early wake up oso sian.. feeling very boring siak.. how can i change my mood for everyday. feeling kinda tired now. pretty lost at words. i dunno wad to say. haishh.

p.

Young

feeling very bored now. dunno wad to do. feeling like slpin le but dunno why jus cant slp. having lesson at 8 tml. haish. damn early.. hates* today's lesson was damn fcuked up. esp e lecturer. damn cock. haish dunno why have this kind of cock lecturer. some more todays both module he take. KNS see him b4 and after lunch. -__- den tml seeing him again. arghs. cant do anything in e class. cant listen to music cant on ur lap cant slp cant talk cant press ur hp. WTF. sian ahh. feeling kinda hungry. ahh.. siannnnn.. i dunno why. haish. tml lesson until 4 or 5. i oso dunno.. but i noe tml got EG2. AHHHH!! die.. lOls. dunno lar.. sigh~ lols.. hmmx. haa..

o.

Young

went mos last nite. erm quite fun bah. was kinda high. but not drunk lar. after the whole thing i think a fight broke out at MOS. an ambulance a few police car. lols.. hmmm. went back home slp. til afternoon. ok lar. not much happening oso.. tml sch @ 8 damn sian loh haish. went for a movie with both my cous. xiao bai and hui. Watched departed. Eng ver of Wu Jian Dao ( Internal Affairs) damn stupid show man.. waste my freaking time siak. in the end all died happily ever after.. -___- its the same as internal affairs lor.. zzzz stupid show siak.. den after tat went my cous place cuz he nid to go pack bag ready for later book in.. haa. den later went over to bb to have our dinner with the adults der.. den came home now mayb shld go slp liao. haish. oso dunno wad to do. so boring. and tml haish. sian more.. i look around and see so much ppl unhappy. i oso dunno wad shld i feel.. i understand everything tat is happening and see a very clear picture. but taking actions is hard. haish. understooded.. boring. tat is wad JOE is feeling now. lols. since when its not boring for JOE. Andy always says tat. since when u not boring one. lOls. yea. since when i'm not boring de.. lOls. ahhh. dunno lar.. siann ahhh.. so much things happening around.
TIME i guess i nid some time
KINDA feel tat i dunno wad to do no more.
WANNA jus kill myself.
LOLS. ahhhh. damn. everybody wanna kill themself. lols. haish think i shld jus let go of everything now and think of my future. mayb i shld jus keep myself occupied in studies and games. and not care abt anything else. i wondering if i can do it. or will i be jus lying to myself in the end. where is my deception point. haish. i wonder*

n.

Young

i jus woke up late in the afternoon. dun realli noe where to go and i haven eat yet. dun realli feel hungry. sch is starting and i dun feel like gng back sch. wondering shld i go blue tonight. haa. kinda reluctant to go and i dun even noe who is gng. haish. feelin so bored. i sat down and think last nite after i had my post and went around looking at blogs. i see lots of sadness and confusion in some of the blogs. haa. i looked at myself and ask why am i feeling the same? tat qns popped up again and again. i started thinking bout myself and i tot myself to be selfish. i dunno why either. looking at the things tat i've been throu and done. i felt lots of apologies to be done. sometimes i jus dun understand myself. i dun understand myself no more. ppl always say fate chance love lonely and unappreciated.
Should we believe in fate?
muz we take a chance?
shld we dare to love?
quit being lonely?
always feel unappreciated?
i long for this answer. why does it always seem near yet so far. why always regret when looking back. muz things always be dare do and let it go? we always have someone who loves us. but we tend to always stay unnoticed or dunno how to cherish e love. i'm sori. i jus felt this way. cuz i've been throu it. and let her down. i noe how i feels. but sometimes wen u found out tat both doesnt realli suit each other. u'll find ur self in a dilemma cuz u'll either lying to her or hurting her. and u have to make a choice. choices are something tat u never wanted to make. but u have no choice but to make a selfish decision. haish. i dunno wad to say no more. lols. =))

m.

Young

i jus changed my blogskin. was kinda bored so decided to do some changes. i dun realli feel like slpin yet even thou its like 4+ already. so jus do some updates on the blog or it'll jus mayb look dead.. hee =x went to blue last nite. had some fun. drank to joy and sang many songs. =x this skins looks kinda nice so i jus took it for myself. hee. most prob gng down MOS this sat. my last clubbing session before sch starts. been awhile and i still doing some thinking for myself. haa.. and now i dunno wad to say. haish. too many things happened lately. lols.

心里的话是否应该说出来
但是又不知心里是如何在想
是时候开始做出决定了吧
还是应该什么都不做
什么都不说
心里现在就好象　《最近》　一样

。你想要的　我却不能够给你我全部。
。我能给的　却又不是你想拥有的。

哈哈　有时真觉得天在做弄人
有时有些是明明就是在眼前
却紧握不住
明明在眼前
却不能拥有
哈哈
是我想太多了吧
晚安

Young

l.

Young

been really awhile since i last blogged.
and things happen here and der
went for movies jus now.
watched Rob-b hood.
charles and gang, jean, steph, yew on.
but on had to leave early cuz he has deployment
at 10 so he has to reach camp at 930.
so rest went for e movie.
er.. i dunno wad to say le oso.
suddenly like nuttin for me to say oso..
haa..
er sch is reopening soon. and all e modules
seem so farked up. i dunno how am i gng to die.
haaa. sian ah..
haish.. very sian.
haa.

看到了吗？
发生了一些不开心的事
和一些开心的事
感到有一点累了
心里有很多的疑点
感到了一点的无奈
哈哈
★男人流泪比流血加倍心痛★
哈哈

k.

this are the some photo taken at blue
on 29th oct. Jeans birthday
the rest were kinda unclear
so didn post them up.

j.

Young

Harlos.
kind back to update.
been kinda busy or rather lazy to update.
went to e beach on sun.
Charles, vin, kenny, tony, kent, terr, diana, jean,
fiq, pat, mei yi, miao, guan and some charles frens.
had loads of fun tat day.
yea. enjoys times ten to max.
ok lar. nuttin much happening recently oso.
someone told me not to drink so much
and not smoke so much.
so i said i would cut down on cigs and gradually quit.
i'll be keepin this sentence tat i said.
if i break it. den herherher..
laughs*
jus got back for bal with my cous.
went bal den later went on to blue.
so i din drink much.
it was more of chilling and chitting.
yea.. so home now.
gng to slp soon.
there will be plans for tml nite.
lets see how bah..
tata.
sori jean i still haven upload e pics.
will do it soon. =x
u shld be landing soon or already landed in Korea.
have fun alrights.
rmb my presentSSSS. i wan nice nice presentSSSS.
muahahha.. =P

Young.