c.

Young

Heloo.
kinda free now alone at home.
so tot of jus updating my blog.
went around few to see wads happening.
to all my frens.
and memories jus gushed back into my mind.
how time flies.
and i'm turning 20.
i'm getting old.
looking back i was just 17, 18.
and now i'm past 19.
thinking how i've wasted my time all along.
did i do anything meaningful?
i wonder.
was suppose to catch a mid nite last nite.
since the afternoon one was cancelled.
due to unforseen circumstances.
but it was sun and jp dun have midnites.
sigh wad a waste.
listening to songs now.
and everyone of them brings back memories.
feeling very useless now.
i dunno why.
gng to get my ass out of the hse soon.
gonna buy some food back to do the dinner today.
yea. i'm gonna cook for my dad.
its gonna be simple but.
i hope he doesn't mind =x

alot is gng throu my mind.
i wanna get everything out.
i wanna forget everything.
i wanna be Joe again.
i wanna live my life one more.
i wanna see my mum.
i really miss her..
everything is so empty without her.
oh god.
getting emotional i see.
i guess i'll jus stop here.
take cares ev'yone

c.

b

Young

dun have anything to do.
so update loh.
not much oso.
dun realli noe wad to say.
mon ELtech haish.
i dunno how to study.
sian to e max.
i guess i'll have to sweat tml.
study till i die *faints.
haish.
dunno leh.
not much for me to say oso.
everyday is jus e same.
thou its different from e past.
haa.
there's still difference thou.
=x
haish wadeva bah.
i think i'll find something to do.
someone chat with me plz on msn.
ahhhh.

Young.

ahoy

Young

guess i'm back.
woke up 630.
had breakfast wit dad.
met pat for breakfast again.
i din eat =x .
went to NP gym.
haa. suppose to gym till 2 =x.
over expectation. lols.
in e end half an hour only.
haaaaaaaaaa.
got home. dota awhile.
wait for jess.
den went lunch.
went to library to study.
i studied!.
haa. EG1 ppr tml. haish.
so no choice.
gng study again later.
waitin for pat.
so now slack first.
later den intensive studying again.
haaa.
hao le. tml ppr @ 2. den i'll just sign off here.

Young. wavess.

Haa.

Young.

after looking throu blogskin
i decided to go for this.
it looks kinda girlish. but
i find it nice.
had my dinner le. yea.
black pepper deer meat rice. =x
its was damn spicy. -___-
yummy..
so now finish blog
nuttin much do oso. slack lor.
mayb do some revision..
haish.

Young

Er

Young

hmmx.. dun realli noe wad to write
er.. nuttin much. usual stuff..
met up with dear yesterday.
had my lunch and den watch movie
caught my super ex girl friend.
kinda lame movie.
but overall ok lah.. quite hilarious.
had mdcad make up test today..
kinda like lost my way.
lecturer told me lv 2 room 10..
but when i walk til room 9 its the end le.
-___-
like freaking make fun of me. zzz
den i had to call him and ask around..
laugh. damn stupid siak i feel..
ask for direction and wala.. found it. zzz. room 10
is in the middle of the lv.. -___-
and dey call it room 10 when its not
beside 9.. zzzz haa
like noob loh..
ok lah . had my make up test.
difficult siak. -__- and he tell mi its easy..
lols. siann times 10 to max.. =x
after tat met up with guan
den went west coast play pool
den met up with pat. den eat abit. slack slack
den come home.
having diner soon.. ahhh..
hmmx.. went to change my bike's battery
this morning. cost 25bucks. ok lar.
i tot it was gng to be more ex. but
haa.. hai hao. less den 100..
lols. hmmx
tml still gt mtprac make up test..
haish, sian lar. no mood study anything loh..
haishhhh.. laugh.~

things happens for a reason dey say.
yeah dey should say tat..
how shld i say? hmmm
true? er..
haaa.. nvm.. ~_~

Young signs

Guess

Young

i'm back. jus wanna take some time off to mayb update.
guess most of my frens already
noe wad had happened.
i wanna realli say a big thanx to all those
who have been there for me.
realli appriciate every moment.
cuz without everyone of them
i dunno wad to do.
things are more or less done or settled
but its still kinda wierd.
cuz everything was too sudden.
i appreciate all the support and comfort
understand tat we have to carry on as life goes on
yea.
but it'll still probably requires some time so.
yea.
i'm trying.
thanx again..
memories will always stay in my heart.
anyway other den some not so happy news
i jus wanna mayb share some happy one.
yea. i'm attached.
and wanna thank her for being with me at this moment
when i realli nid someone being there for me
haa. yea. i'm trying to pick myself up
hopefully my dad will pick himself up
thanx thanx everyone..

god bless.. cherish everyone around..
=]

memories

Young

hi. lookin at my tag i feel very sad
cuz of wad andy said
i'm going to do a reflection
i taking ur words seriously man.
cuz u kept repeating dem so
it sure make sense.
so i'm gonna do my reflection for u, Andy..

Been quite a while since i've blogged
never had the time and never felt like blogging
i dunno why. i din had the mood
to continue bloggin.. exams are jus 2 wks away
and i'm half fcuk.. haish.
i dunno how am i gonna survive.
i've been trying to study hard
revise, pay attention but nuttin is gng in
i dunno why. haish. this mood is killin me
Eg1 (sudden) test today. and.. haish.
3% give u back bah.. lols..
i realli have no idea man.. damnn..
something is not right. i dunno whats wrong
with me at all.. i'm still sick. sick of coughin..

things dat happened recently and not realli long ago
mayb der's someone i nid to apologise to
come to think abt it i'm in a fault
contact u soon..
for things tat happened recently
i dunno how to describe them
and i dunno why am i feeling it oso..
things which i shld have forgotten..
mayb i am still trying.
i dunno whats wrong wit me
Andy is right. i'm always half fcuk
i try my best in everything i do
but endin gettin results tat i do not want most
i'm also so emo and think tank.
ahhhhh.. haish.
dats me.. Joe..
one day mayb i'll change..
mayb..
but who cares..
being with my poly frens is fun
dey understand, have fun, laugh, joke
each day is so enjoyable..
it makes me worries free. for tat moment
but its still gd enuff.
i enjoy in e company of my classmates..
cheers..
1 yr after my passing of TP..
congrats. yeah. down comes my probation plate..
hurray.. =x
feeling stress as each day pass..
so much feelings kept inside.
i realli wanna show. but
is there any point?
i realli hope for a sign.
and mayb i realli hope for a miracle..
or mayb i shld jus carry on with life.
bored myself to death.
yeah~
haish.. i dunno wad to do no more.
should i even be blogging this.
i have no farkng idea..

Young sign out..