i hate my life now. i need to stop everything im doing. walk walk walkkkkkkk

why when who what how.
its cold
hunger
tiredness
loneliness
emptiness.

I guess it pretty sums up my life in C3.
1 course down and 1 more to go.
i've enjoyed my life in c3 school.
everyone i've met been really nice.
even the instructors.
they've been really supporting and niice.
thou sometimes shits does happens.
it part of training i guess.
actually i feel abit reluctant to leave C3 school.
so we've request to be attached to c3 instead of going back to tms.
and my promotion is due the coming week.
but im on the wk leave.
so im promoting once i've get back to camp.
like finally. after so long of waiting.
ive enjoyed my time with the dudes of 3rd basic AOS/AOSX
it was really fun knowing everyone of them.
hope we still will be in touch after they are posted to their bases.

now is the period to clear my leaves.
yesh. its time to relax myself without
having to worry bout going back to camp.
it'll soon be christmas and new year.
2010 is coming to an end.
1year of my national service has came to an end.
this year has been really fun.
but it could be better?
haa.

Stay in.
Going back to camp soon.
Where's the smile.
Cuz after the smile, its back to the same old thing.
Miss, did u drop ur laughter?
Im forgetting my day.
Cuz everyday feels the same.
Watch behind the shadows.

lifes not been any better.
kinda dont really like it now.
so much of struggling with my fitness.
boring.
everything's like hanging on the line.
i have to push myself so much all the time.
and im feeling tired bout it.
camps really boring.
but better without him around.
tml is dooms day.
i jus hope it could turn out well.
thurs is zoo day
another boring day.
im jus looking forward to the weekends with the tms guys
imma gonna go powerhouse for the first time.
haa.
V trip.
jus wanna have fun party with e guys.
as much as life's pretty plain.
and im more off fortunate den others
mayb i jus thank life.
last month had been pretty rough.
been throu alot of shits.
one by one it got worse.