Anything

Young

Guess i'm back.
wad a day. went to work this morning.
tiring. haish.
after work went home.
met up with yew on and guan.
dinner. den later went down to arena.
watch soccer. supper. and home swt home.
nuttin much to say.
i felt better today after talking to yew on.
haa. some things are true.
mayb i jux nid some time to get use to this.
mayb after some time everything might get better.
true? i wonder.
anyway. nuttin much bah. haa.
tml working at nite.
sch reopening. haish.
sian. luckily mon test postpone. muahahaha.
but still got to take down some notes for e test.
haish.

Young stops.

bababa

Young curse Argentina

Been awhile since i've update.
anyway. was outside or busy recently.
a lot of shit things happened. happy and stress.
first of all was e outing to ecp.
thou onli 4 person.
jean, wg and sc. it was fun.
its been awhile since i last saw them.
had fun. blading, lunch and coffeebean.
after tat went home. dat was for dat day.
i miss everyone.
nxt was some not realli unhappy stuff.
got stressed.
anyway its over and done with.
a lesson learnt.
den for the few days i was outside.
cuz i din feel like staying home.
now i'm home. cuz tml got work. yesh
work. haish.

on certain stuff. i dunno wad to sae.
i dunno how to say.
why do ppl feel dissapointed?
Anger, sadness, jealousy, hatred blar blar.
sometimes i jus hoped for some things to happen.
everytime i'm outside be it riding or walking.
i see lovely couples. how i wish i'm in e
arms of e one i love. i dunno how much it hurts
cuz i feel numb. numb.
i went out jux now.
came back chatted with jean.
and she knew where i went.
amazed*~
i went to e playground. sat there.
and there was my neighbour and his son.
3 yrs old. very cute. cant sit still.
kept on askin his dad. how old is this
how old is tat. sayin.
i dun love papa. i love mama. cuz she listen to me.
papa naughty i dun like papa.
i went laughing. cuz it was very amusing.
chatted with my neighbour for some time.
i went buy supper cuz was feeling hungry.
came home. din realli finish them.
ahh. felt so full.
sch gonna reopen soon. haish.
yesterday. its already 2am.
i was hopin so much.
but. haish. it was jux my wishful thinking.
guess i have no choice but to slp.
have to work in 4 hrs time.
enuff slp? haish.
guess its jux my last wish. last try. last hope.
i'll be a new guy eh. hopefully.
ahh. i dun wan regret no more.
peace.

Young yawns.. C=

mummy its over.

Young.

Alot of things is gng throu my mind
at this point of time as i write dis entry.
Jus somethings.
wondering if its alright.
am i?
i din noticed i had a few scratches
after sun's work on my left hand.
well. nuttin serious.
everythings seems fading.
if i'm right.
somethings has been set.
and mayb i shldn probe so much
knowin e truth might hurt more.
it seems tat way to me.
everything seems to be coming to light.
rite?
i'm jus wondering.
i haf alot i wanna say.
alot i wanna do.
all my feelings inside.
mayb it's jus best stayin inside.
cuz der isnt any point expressing anything.
am i rite?
one last try. i tell myself.
true? fair enuff?
at dis point of time i guess
i roughly noe e ans. i shldn hold
high hopes on anything. on anyone.
ahhh. gng ecp tml. enjoys.
everything has jux been crapping my mood up.
everything dat i have done.
i felt so wasted. so. so. i dunno.
haish. forget it. somethings
might jux not meant to be.
true.?
i'm sittin down here.
giving my last breathe of hope.
its time isnt it?

Young listening.
Hui dao guo qu- Jay

If onli

Young.

anyway. i'm back here writing.
very tired now.
yew on, cal and keng over my hse.
tml having mahjong. er.
worked today. haish.
damn busy. den keng sick.
din come work. left me and vincent.
haish. work until like shit.
i din even had time to eat.
took a few bites. after lunch.
i got dizzy. dunno why oso.
din feel very well.
but got oilment. so rub le den ok ok.
yewon and cal came down.
after work went sim lim den bugis.
walk walk. den went home.
bath le meet them again at jurong west.
drink coffee with mei ling, her husband and a fren.
yew on and cal oso der.
den chat chat lor. talked lots of scary and funny events.
haa. interesting time.
den now back home lor.
kinda realli tired. but...
i dunno. somethings jux occupying my mind.
i cant seem to figure out.
i jux now i ain feeling gd.
haish.
nvm bah. i'll be fine.
nutting else le bah.
tata.

Young, If only I knew. I jus wish I know.

Goodbye to you

Young speaks.

back. went to work today.
not realli busy. kinda relax.
but i still felt real tired while working.
hais. sian. today was kinda fun oso.
shi fu, bought alot of potato chips.
haa. jux bcuz dey wanted the soccer hp chain.
den everyone inside kitchen munching tibits.
haaa. funny sight. ate quite alot today.
din realli had appetite during lunch. so ate abit
continue eating around 230.
finished work at 3. went home after tat.
den help yew on buy port tat match.
hmmx. den dinner lor.
after dinner went home.
so boring. cant slp.
dun realli feel like taking a nap thou i am tired.
jux dun feel like slping. hais.
now feeling so sian. want to go down or smthing. hais.
i think i go downstair take a walk or smthing.
tata.

Young waves.

Smile aGAIN

Young

been kinda busy lately.
always slpin around 5-6 in e morning.
lol. so din update for the few days.
i jux woke up. lols. its like 430 now.
i slpt at 5 last nite. haa.
nuttin much lor. holis so sian.
i wish sch could reopen soon.
i oso dunno wad to say.
everything is jus like so..
so messy. er. hmmx.
hais. anyway. i'm fine.
trying to be fine la.
said wad i wanted to said.
having expressed all out.
i feel much better.
but i still feel worrying..
nvm. guess i'm working tml and sun
i'll be occupied bah. but rite now. hungry.
hais. haven eat leh. lols.
tata

Young in searrch of foodd

Ahem~

Young

Haish. my hair sux man.
the hair dresser cut too short le
sian half.
had make up lesson today for mt prac.
saw andy on my way to sch.
he was gng to bbdc for his revision i think.
had extra lesson lor. sian.
later went watch movie with my classmates lor
at cineleisure. lols. watched almost love.
cuz alot of time slot taken or some show ppl watch le.
so had to find a show where everyone haven watch.
so we ended up with almost love.
it was a comedy romance.
it was nice. touching, sad and funny.
there was a quote.
" giving is the greatest happiness in love "
if i'm right. lols. something lidis.
ahhh...... hmmx.
feeling so boring already.
anyway i'll jux stop here for now

Young stops.

Too

Young apologise.

lols a few days din update.
dun realli had the time.
cuz realli tired in the nite le.
nuttin much these few days.
had mahjong today and yesterday.
won 15 last nite and draw today. lols.
den nuttin much le lor.
exams finish le. having my 2 weeks holis now.
muahahaha. finally. hee =x
hope i won do so badly for my first sem. hais
hmmx. wondering should i go for tmls concert at esplanade.
hmmx. if go le oso abit wierd. cuz
gng with beatrice and jaime. den i dunno wanna go anot.
hmmx. lols. dun ask why with them. cuz beatrice ask me if gng anot.
keng ask to go watch him. lols. den its free seating somemore.
hais. Q sure long de. hmmx. i kinda hate Q-ing. lols.
er. dunno lehz. tml wake up le see how bah.
hais. den stay at home oso dunno wad to do.
lols. holi le oso like so sian. heee.
i'm seeing more and more ppl around getting attached.
hais. sian man. lols.
when will it be my turn?
haa. miss e feeling of love.
wads love? lols.
sian ahh. hungry again now.
dunno why lehz. i feel hungry easily in e nite.
haaa. siao liao. lidat sure grow fat easy de.
abit coughing liao. haa. sian.
hopefully i won fall sick =x
sian when sick. haa.
er. hmmx. i think i better turn in early oso.
haa. nites everyone.

Young zzzzz

Titled

Young yawns.

Its 337am and i'm not in bed.
jus finished eating supper.
full.. got hungry jux now.
den ordered mac.
tml is e last paper. and 2wks holiday.
lols. haven study. gng sch in e afternoon to
study. hopefully i can memorise everything.
haa. sian.
somethings might be better left unsaid.
what's yours will be yours rite?
certain things i got too tired of saying.
too many times makes it meaningless to say.
i'm jus lookin for myself.
looking for someone.
looking for love.
some things i jus feel so lost.
guide me will ya?

Young says.

live for today

Baby, I'm a liar when I tell you that I just don't care
Babe, I've got to have you but you're never ever, ever there Hey, the game is over, give it up right now
You're teasin' me, baby, how do you expect me to be without you

You let your hair down low
You didn't want to know about lovin' me, babe
Let's live for today, tomorrow may never come
Let's live for today, tomorrow may never come
But you just can't tell anymore

Baby, you're a teaser but you just don't dare
Baby, keep your secrets, this whole thing just ain't fair
Tonight is almost over, tomorrow you'll be gone away
So please baby, won't you stay

You let your hair down low
You didn't want to know about lovin' me, babe
Let's live for today, tomorrow may never come
Let's live for today, tomorrow may never come
But you just can't tell anymore

You let your hair down low
You didn't want to know about lovin' me, babe
Let's live for today, tomorrow may never come
Let's live for today, tomorrow may never come
But you just can't tell anymore

hAIs

Young speaks.

Hais. today was a failure.
sian ah. there goes my AD for engmech.
hais. alot of careless mistakes.
wtf. over confidence kills.
hais. sian ah..
home alone now.
jux woke up not long.
took a afternoon nap
mayb i was too tired le bah.
slept till around 3plus woke up. hmm.
alright bah. sian man now.
think i'm gng town now. lol
hais sian ah.. lols.
i think later at nite do some revision.
hais ELtech tml. confirm CMI de.
i dun think i can slp tonight..
arghhh.

Young waves.

hey

Young writes.

listenin to "all messed up" by breaking point.
its very meaningful listenin to this song.
every word describes my feelings.
my tots. wad i wanna do.
and mayb a dream.
a dream i'll nv see happening.
i learnt some things abt myself.
i'm not as wad i see myself to be.
i tot i could do some things but
ending failing myself.
i took a bad fall. considering myself
to be on e edge once more.
guess i was jux lying to myself all e time.
mayb i would feel better this way.
i've tried escaping. but i end up in
square one again.
its over? will it be?
i so much hope for a miracle to happen.
but its jux like a fantasy story.
which mayb would nv happen at all.
considering myself fine?
am i?
i'm not mood to do anything at all..
i dunno why. i've always been lidat.
trying my best in everything tat i do
but end up failing myself. badly.
i'm alway telling myself dunno dunno.
mayb its time to noe. time to jux leave everything behind.
can i? will i be able to do it?
i'm always giving myself doubts. i dun wanna regret my actions.
i dun wanna think back to cry at nite.
i'm trying my best.
tats me. i'm dumb silly slow wat ever u can think of.
i feel like into depression. lols.
argh. anyway. i'll be fine eh.
mayb i jux nid to chill for awhile.
i'll get over stuff. hopfully. yea.
hope so lar. anyway. enuff of whinning.

Young Apologise.

ahhhhh 2

Young says.

i din complete my last entry.
was written last nite.
but was gng out den din realise i din post it.
anyway. i din finish updating cuz i was rushin out.
lols. enjoying my food now as i update.
ordered mac. time now is 134am.
lols. hungry lar. hais. fat le.
everynite supper.
lols. went study at bishan with
vin charles and han. lols
ok lar. realli sat down to do eg1. not bad.
anyway. tml is eg1 paper. maths.
hais. hopfully nuttin goes wrong.
plz let e qns be easier. lols.
after eat rest awhile den go slp le
tml paper at 130 but muz reach by 1.
anyway. nites everyone.

Young munch.

Ahhh

Young listening.

To wad hurts e most by rascal flatts.
wondering and pounding. haa.
nice song.
not much of a day. went out to do some revision.
realli some onli. haha. tried to concentrate. lols
came home around lunch time.
had maggi mee. lols.
den now lying on my bed updating this blog.
hmmxxx. i dunno wad to say much oso.
haa. common test coming liao. realli have to study tml siak.
die die oso muz study. hais.
tml got commt. dunno got wad written test de.
-___-
i dunno wad to write. hais. abt ur iac project. but
wad do we realli have to write. -___-. hais.
lols. den 7th is coming near. hais. wtf.
hais. hais. hais. its the 4th already. 3 more days.
sigh. wad am i gng to do?
was at the library jux now.
and i got to came across dis recipe
sausage with mash potato in onion gravy.
lols. looks delicious. so i photocopied a copy.
hee. gng to try and make it. muahahaha.
most prob nxt wk when i more free. after e
common test wk. hais.

Again

Young tries.

it was some time since i update.
i apologise.
i make this a quick one.
cuz i having a very bad headache now.
gng to bath soon. den mayb rest bah.
stil have a lot of tutorial haven do yet.
hais.
firstly. congrats andy. attached le.
well i wish e both of u everlasting and loving.
secondly.
not much has changed. and still here am i
figuring and wondering.
i lost myself in e process of thinking.
i cant feel myself no more.
i dun see myself no more.
i'm no more the joe i noe before.
wad happened to me?
all e fake reality smiles i have.
can someone take them off me?
thirdly.
common test is juz a few days time.
and i already struggling with ELtech and EG1.
MTprac oso. I dun have much prob with EGmech.
tats e gd news.
hais. study study.
Forth.
thans esther. for being der.
appreciates it. gd luck to u.
take cares of urself.
Fifth.
To you.
all i can do is apologise.
i dunno wad went wrong.
all i can sae is i ain myself no more.
i lost my confidence.
i lost my hope.
i lost everything tat i had once.
i jux hope u would guide me back.
Lastly.
still have lots to do, to revise.
i cant take it no more.
i'm falling apart. hais.
i wan some attention, some concern.
someone to love me. hais. wad eva.
i go rest le.

Young waves.